#44782 - 01/18/10 05:07 AM
Re: H E A D
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AntEater
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Registered: 02/06/08
Posts: 1899
Loc: UK
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Hi Girlie,
I didn't mean to say that are situations are exactly alike. It was just that I could see you swinging between highs and lows, which is much like my situation, although the cause is very different.
Our relationship did start on a great high.
It then settled down to a sustainable level, I think if it had continued at the initial level it would have killed me, but boy would I have died with a smile on my face.
The intensity then started to decline little by little.
My wife has not had a simple life, and I think still carries a lot of baggage related to a lot of issues in her early times. And in the last few years her bother died and then her father. She now has to carry much of her mother, emotionally.
A number of years ago she decided to give up work. Since then she has found it difficult to find a purpose.
I'm back home now. We have started to talk, we know what much of the problems are, which is a good start. We both want to sort things out. I'm sure we will.
Thanks and good luck
Ant
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Anteater, or thanks to CG "Monsieur Manger de Tante" 
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#44842 - 01/19/10 11:52 PM
Re: H E A D
[Re: AntEater]
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nadiana223
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Registered: 05/16/08
Posts: 661
Loc: United States
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Uncle Ant:
Here's a poem that I wrote a few months ago, around a time when me and this guy friend I was "dating" (more like fucking) were going through some stuff. **Yes, I'm not only sexy AND a monogamous self proclaimed nympho, but I'm also a romantic AND a poet.**
Connection
Clicking like two human peas in this pod of a world,
We make a connection.
Two lonely souls, longing for companionship and compassion,
We feed off each others' affections.
Mentally, we are like two spiritual kinfolk,
Liking the same things, thinking the same thoughts.
Emotionally, we're like newborn souls in this lonely, lifeless world,
Jumping the same hurdles, both thinking that maybe we ought
To slow down, cause it feels so good holding you
Being with you, fear can easily creep in.
Cause we both know what the past was like,
Full of darkness and coldness and unnecessary sins.
And we both know that this life feels so good right now
But the present is here, and the future is soon.
We don't want to stop; we face the unknown,
Knowing that these feelings comes only once in a blue moon.
So, again, we make a connection
Mentally, spiritually, emotionally, physically.
Together, we make a connection,
Together, in this lonely world, just you and me.
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It was not into my ear you whispered but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed but my soul
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