#45231 - 03/01/10 09:38 PM
Re: some of the reader votes.
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Jake,
I think you're right . . . and I do forget that sometimes.
I'm trying to learn my craft, and I take these things very seriously. I'm doing this because I like the process, think I could truly be good at it someday, and have something to share.
I could be already writing the old fashioned 'sword and sorcery' trilogy of novels I want to create. Or be exploring some other genre to get prepared. I want to stay away from where I will really be writing.
I don't want to use up or dilute the ideas I am formulating.
But whatever I write, people will be at the center of it.
The comments I do get . . . added to my pre-readers . . . mixed together with the forum goers are really helping me. So is exploring my own feelings about sex and relationships.
I guess I can get greedy like anyone else.
If I had ten good comments per chapter I would want twenty. If I had twenty I would want forty. If there was an eleven, I would want a bucket full of those.
It's just hard to be satisfied with just the work itself, especially when you are far too close to it. I can't imagine how 'real' authors do it. Working on a project in the dark for a year or more?
I wonder what kind of 'support' group they have?
The one thing I miss is that I have stopped reading other work almost entirely. Mainstream, Mysteries, Science Fiction, Fantasy and even most Erotica.
Just hard to enjoy it as much as I used to . . . at least until I finish this thing . . . I'm buying loads of classic original editions getting ready for my break!
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#45242 - 03/02/10 09:17 PM
Re: some of the reader votes.
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I wrote because I liked the story I was telling and at the end of the day that's what you need. You need to enjoy what you're doing. - - - I prefer not to have input during the writing process because I don't want to be influenced, unless I ask for it. It's my story, it's my vision and hopefully people will like it. And I always know that some people won't. Here my feedback and "payment" is user comments. With my ebooks, my "payment" is actual payment, which is pretty satisfying.
I used to write all of the time when I was younger. I did it mainly for myself, a few friends and my English teachers.
I stopped writing for a very long stretch. Some things happened in my life that caused me to stop actually putting things down on paper.
You know how counselors and therapists are always after their patients to start a journal? There is a reason for that. Its almost impossible to honestly write about your situation and not have it be changed.
I felt I was stuck in a situation I had to endure - change wasn't really an option - and writing anything down became very painful for me.
But I still did so in my head and in my dreams. I read because I loved the stories and then read them over an over to analyze their structure and layering. Now I am slowly learning to use everything I have seen while developing my own style.
I pulled off of Literotica and was pretty much determined to write all three books on my own. Then I decided to give ES a try. Its been a good fit.
The basic story has remained unchanged, but the layering I have been after has developed much faster than I thought it would. That accelerated pace has largely been due to having a few loyal readers feedback.
I'd call it enhancing the story - rather than having it altered. But I totally understand what you mean. At first I had lots of responses 'suggesting' things. I spent quite a bit of effort 'fending' off that kind of input.
I would finish this thing even if I couldn't post it at all, but its nice that I can.
I too hope that when its all over I can add the real impact of getting paid for e-publishing this thing. Even if its not much, it should allow me the resources and confidence to proceed with the main projects.
I have learned some things about a few of my favorite authors. They all had a few trusted people that they could let see their stuff in the development stages. Their friends kept them on track and smoothed out the bumps and pain sometimes associated with the creative process.
I guess thats what I really meant by 'allowing' reader's comments to affect me.
One of my authors is very streaky and ethereal. They write in huge draining bursts and then rest and ponder. They are emotional and that creativity and edge shows up in their work.
The other has a suit and tie, office, schedules and vacations. Its a job, one which he loves, but its very compartmentalised. The work has a very intricate layered depth to it.
Another of my original influences committed suicide. One was an alcoholic that drank himself to death. One has another completely separate career and is a devoted family man. Another is an award winning artist, but has strung out their huge series of books to the point of losing fans. One wrote two books of a classic trilogy, yet cannot bring themselves to ever finish the last book, even after twenty years.
Authors are people. They are all different. The works are so varied and the older stuff still stands out today.
I'm trying to learn who to integrate the process into my life smoothly, and end up with something that could become a second career eventually. I help artists, writers, and businesses bring their stuff to life on paper.
Once the project is finished . . . my pay day ends . . . and if their stuff is good it keeps on going.
I know two guys who are VERY well off right now and have totally changed the lives of everyone around them. The took a quirky talent for mockery and escaped the 9 to 5 rat race where they made money for someone else.
I would be happy with a single old historic house in a small town in the middle of no where . . . a nice room with a view to write in . . . and places for my cat's to enjoy.
And the satisfaction of creating something that people enjoy and that might last.
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